Thursday, August 26, 2010

hidung ku berlari

hidung berlari 
ngee~~


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

sick .. flu

semalam ade tulis sumting untuk update..
tapi belum save..

tadi TP (think Pad) suh restart..maka restart jer la..
yang semlam tulis x save lagi...

huwaaaa~~~

saya rase nk demam ni..
bersin x berhenti..
hidung berlari-lari...
esok saye nak amik emcee..

hari nih ade knowledge transfer sebab saya nak cuti..
jangan dengki yer saya cuti lame2 ye..
cuti raye dari hari kamis, masuk balik 20sept nanti..
nanti tahun baru cine saye pulak ganti, kene kerje..

tapi planning cuti bukan sampai raye jer..
tapi sampai bulan 10 sebab nak pergi bandung ^_^
maka baki cuti tinggal 4 hari untuk november dan december..
cukup lah kot tu x reti dah nk sambung...

x intention pun nk rhyme...tapi tetibe boleh rhyme..
nampak sangat aku tgh buang tebiat nih..flu punye pasal...


voice massage: yeay nak cuti lame2 duk umah..kalo boleh nak sambung sampai raye..tapi jangan lah begitu yerk..


Monday, August 23, 2010

social network..restricted profile

mengapa? why? por qué? wae? perché?
aku restrict facebook aku dari family members?

jawapan aku senang jer for privacy.

well bagi aku FB nih just a tools..tapi ape yang aku nampak everybody take it seriously. really serious pulak tu..sigh~~
well for me it's normal la kalo kite tetibe nk merepek di kala

 tension kat wall fb, tapi tetibe kene ceramah..sebagai contoh nye macam update stats kat wall bengang pasal customer servis syarikat mane2 lah "b*do punye customer servis..bla..bla.."
bukan aku tag name orang tu kat situ pun, plus bukan der sorang customer servis yang bekerje utk sesebuah kampeni..tapi tetibe kene ceramah kat wall"tak baik kite mengeje sesama manusia. mereka menjalankan tugas yang di amanahkan..mereka juga ada perasaan sakit bile di keji by si polan" arggggg!!! yup aku paham x baik membodohkan orang lein, tapi ader ker aku mention name orang tu kat post aku?

itu hal kene ceramah..next is pasal relationship status. pantang tulis in relationship sume sibuk nak tau..well selagi aku belum kawen i consider myself as single. tapi kalo ko dah tau orang tu dah kawen, die letak single wat bodo sudah..ape da nk kecoh. die nak letak widowed sekali pun, x perlu kecoh kot. facebook bukan medium rasmi untuk menyatakan identity diri.

then pasal 'like' status lah..'like' komen lah..page lah..
well suka hati kite lah nak like ker nk jawab quiz ker kan..tapi ade jugak yang aku x paham dah la belum kawen, tunang pun belum tapi 'like' hospital bersalin..kalo ko doctor tak pe lah jugak..huhuhu bagi aku, masing2 dah ader akal boleh pikir kan..kalo aper yang korang buat tu boleh menimbulkan spekulasi, x perlu lah gegedix nak update kat facebook yang sampai nak bagitau semua org. aku ader jer meroyan kat facebook sumtime, feel like wanna tell sumone tapi x boleh, aku letak jer kat wall tapi aku restrict kan hanya aku jer nampak..hehehe (telling everyone without even telling) sengal jugak aku nih kan..

itu belum bab tag gambo..aku ikutkan pantang giler kalo org tag name aku kat kuih raye lah, kat kein baju lah..x per lah mereka mencari peluang berniaga, so aku just remove jer name aku..pasrah~~ malas nak kekecoh. kate pun jaringan sosial.

well i do restrict my profile only those whom i really know i'll accept as friend. i don't add strangers. social network is just a tools which being created my human. don't be fooled with it. sekarang nih pasal isu aurat dalam gamba kat facebook. aku pun but kesilapan tu jugak..tapi yang aku tak paham, kalo dah tau diri tu public figure, gi bercuti dengan kekasih hati..perlu ke nk upload gamba dalam facebok pas gelabah la bile gambar leak out. dah sape suruh sengal! huhuhuhu simpan dendiam sudah.


voice massage: motif like hospital bersalin? kalo specific hospital tu x per lah kot pengalaman bersalin kot la kat spital tu.


nothing..

.


(kan dah cakap nothing sape suh bukak jugak)


Sunday, August 22, 2010

love trainer in the making?

layak kah aku menjadi love trainer?
sebab diri sendiri pun gagal in love..huhuhu~~

wanna share cerite about a friend of mine..my best friend i should said
we have been friend since i was 13 if i'm not mistaken..

for all this while i do know that he's dating sumone, but he refuse to tell who is the girl
as for me..kalo x nak cerite sudah, malas nak paksa..
actually 8 years back i've guess the girl name correctly, but he just keep it quite (sebenarnye terkejut how i guess it right)..till finally he confess that he's in relationship with that girl for almost 8 years..
-jaw dropped-
wow lamenye..but...
the confession did not end there
he confessed that he's getting bored, day by day hurmm normally i would say biase lah guys sikit..sikit bosan..
but since i've known him for almost 13years i do know him very well..
he's very patient guy, how on earth he get bored?
why la that girl buat die bored..they must have some big issue unsettle between them.

the thing is, why he spill out everything to me?
coz i know he was very secretive person even to me as his so called best friend.
well since he spill out everything..i'm open for any opinion rite.
i've told him to think deeply..
is he ready to face any consequences ahead?
i just can said,
"kalo rase awk dah x boleh bahagia dengan dia jangan paksa diri, dan kalo awak rasa awak boleh carik kebahagiaan itu dengan orang lain yang lebih paham awak ape salahnye. TAPI kenape after 8 tahun baru rasa bosan? aper die (she) lakukan yang buat awak bosan? penah x awak bagitahu die apa yang awak rasa? kenapa lepas 8 tahun baru awak rasa yang awak give up? kalo 8 tahun boleh sabar kenapa x sabar jer terus sampai bila2 as terimalah that who she is.., well saya hanya boleh bagi pendapat bedasarkan cerita pihak awak, saya x tahu dari pihak dia (she) mungkin bagi dia, that how she show her love to u. lagi pun kalo awak jumpe orang lain, awak pasti awak x bosan dengan orang tu nanti after 8 years nak pulak mase tu awak dah kawen. tak kan dah kawen pun nak ader rase bosan?"
aku tak nak jadi penyebab derang break-up, tapi aku nak tengok kawan baik aku bahagia.
lepas aku tanye semua soklan dan bagi pendapat, look like he was thinking. aku just boleh cakap bagi lah peluang, x sayang ke dah 8 tahun kalo kawen anak dah berderet kot..huhuhu~~

am i a love trainer in a making?
this is not the first case which i consult someone about their love life. aku tak la pulak bagi trainer macam buku yang aku bace tu, "men are like puppies, they need to be trained". aku just nak tengok kawan-kawan aku bahagia.
yup even my ex do seek me for an advice arghhh~~~ how could i handle that situation calmly and still manage to give a very good opinion? batukah hati ini? maybe betul kot berdasarkan pengiraan tarikh lahir aku, aku adalah seorang -penylesaian- i can put aside my feeling just to see other happiness.

voice massage: teringat kata yang aku penah baca dan aku quote suatu masa dahulu. (bace kat sini)


a blast of fuuuudd~~ (part 2)

yer aku memang suke wat entry makan ^_^

walaupun tubuhku cekeding, aku sangat suke makan..apakan daya, sistem dalaman badan amat kurang berkesan untuk menyerap segala nutrisi huuu~~ sume menjadi bahan kumuhan saje~~ pasrah.=|

kali nih aku, cik areknee aries, cik shu, cik adah dan cik zaniza melayan nafsu naga kami di taman korea (seoul garden) tempahan dibuat seminggu awal, untuk memastikan perancangan berjalan lancar. asalnya nak pergi Seoul Garden OneUtama, tapi fully booked pulak so tukar ke IOI Mall puchong.

jemputan dibuat kepada ahli persatuan (8 orang), tapi sorang demi sorang membatalkan jemputan akhirnya jemputan terpaksa dibuka untuk orang ramai..maka tinggal lah kami berlima (3 org jer ahli persatuan).. T.T majuk pas nih kalo nak wat get together korang arrange sendiri aku dah malas nak arrange.

aku dah malas nak taip tengok jer lah gamba yerks..

sexited untuk membaham ^_^
(zaniza, adah & areknee)

sebahagian sauce yang di sediakan

seafud is alway my 1st choice

meat n chicken

the pan..sebelum segalanya bermula~~

our fud ^_^

nih keje cik areknee

xtvt memasak bermula

hehehe yours truly tengah tunjuk skill

"eh dah masak ke belum nih?"

masing-masing tunjuk skill..

alhamdulillah~~ 

selepas kejadian -_-

tengah tunggu turn

mE™ & cik.shu

selesai lah sudah

berbaloi-baloi lah kan kat sini. harga per pax is RM43.86 (dah masuk tax and free flow soft drinks)
sungguh kenyang. kami sempat mencuba daging balut denga sayur lettuce ia dalah sungguh sedap. ^_^

banyak gamba yang x sempat nak snap sebab terlalu sibuk memasak dan memakan huu~~
for more info boleh click di sini yer.

that all for update..see ya~~

voice massage: saye masih kenyang..x padan dengan gigi yang tengah sengal2 aku telan jer sume fud dah macam ular sawa dah






Thursday, August 19, 2010

as promise~~

another entry berangan (warning awal-awal)..

as promise in previous entry. my dream guy~~
a best friend of mine once asked, what is the characteristic of my dream guy..
hurmm~~ tis is my answer..

mase zaman ingusan dulu aku nk yg tinggi, ade chinese look skit2..tu dr segi rupe paras la..yer la dulu nk judge ape jer kan..duit kompem mak bapak punye..
now biler dh wise sikit..

height is a must for me coz i really love to wear heels =D ngeee~~..badan jgn kurus sangat n jgn beso sangat as aku nih kecik jer (cekeding sebenarnye) =D and i'm also a health conscious.
muke sedap mate memandang..tp aku rase muke baik kot..
sebab nak hadap hari2 kan. atleast bangun tido tak lah aku terkejut ker kan..huuu~~

as for attitude, aku nk lelaki yg mampu buat aku akan ikut cakap die..
bukan la ikut yg marah aku then aku patuh..
tp lelaki yg mampu merendahkan ego aku..buat aku respect..
yup that's it..lelaki yang boleh gain respect dari aku..susah nanti kalo kite x respect suami sendiri as aku mempersoalkan kemampuan die dalam menjadi ketua keluarga. 
so that the guy mestilah matang dan boleh bimbing aku juge anak-anak nanti =)

x perlu lah alim mcm ustaz..at least ade kesedaran yg agama tu penting..kalo alim tersangatlah bagusnye...
sebab kalo boleh time aku preggy aku nak baby dalam perut dengar sore daddy nye mengaji..so suweetkan
the fun part is..
aku suke lelaki yg suke membebel..banyak cakap la senang cite..
sebab tetibe aku rase aku dah kurang bercakap sekarang nih ^_^ boleh caye ker?
yup i want to listen to his story..his nagging bout office, bout colleague, bout the fuel issue and all that..
macam seronok jer bile lelaki membebel hehehe...

kalo dr segi keje..stabil..
kalo die keje sendiri pun..
make sure income mmg tetap monthly 
aku x kisah kalo kuat keje pun..
sbb aku bukan nk 100% attention
able untuk ususkan financial keluarga dengan baik coz i tend to be a shopaholic ^_^
tat's why i need a guy who know how to control me wif respect.
aku boleh jer jadi accountant tapi both must have the same tought of handling the family financial.

pergh list...macam kan aku nih perempuan dambaan lelaki

well that's it..is there any such guy who meet these characteristic?


voice massage:

  • aku x minta lelaki sekacak robert pattinson or maybe Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor untuk Malaysian. aku hanya minta yang sedap mata memandang, baik budi pekerti.
  • aku x mintak lelaki sekaya bill gates or for Malaysian maybe Syed Mokhtar Albukhary. aku hanya meminta yang mampu dan tahu tanggungjawabnya untuk menyara keluarga tanpa perlu meminta dari orang lain.
  • aku x minta lelaki se-perfect Nabi Muhammad S.A.W (memang x kan jumpe). aku hanya minta yang tahu Islam itu agamanya, solat 5 waktu itu wajib untuk dikerjakan dan tahu amalan sunat membaiki kekurangan amalan wajib. (bukan setakat tahu jer...tapi mengerjakan juge)


..my best friend did said, if she meet this guy she won't let me know coz she also want him for herself. =D



Tuesday, August 17, 2010

telipon berbunyi the series (part 2)

tet..teret..teeettt~~ sms

kembali to edisi telipon berbunyi ^_^
lame jugak x buat entri telipon berbunyi kan..

semalam sedang best melayari alam maya, tetibe telipon ku berbunyi tanda ader pesanan ringkas masuk.
(gile skema ayat aku)..owh pak cu yang hantar mesej.

pak cu: ko dah ada boy pren lum. kalau x de lg. pakcu nk kenalkn sorang mamat ni
mE™: hahaha..pak cu ni klaka la..
pak cu: Nak tanak?
mE™: X pe lh x ready lg la..nk relax2 single dulu..

aku rase nak gelak guling-guling pun ade..macam lah aku nih x laku sangat dah kekdahnye
macam kan aku nih dah 35 tahun kan..huhuhu tapi kalo aku dah 35 tahun pun kalo still single will i be worried?
entah la sekarang aku still x rase the urge untuk kawen sebab sumorang yang aku jumpe ingat akunih study lagi..erk aper kah? nampak sangat akunih kurang matang kan ngee~~ perangai macam budak2..wait till i give u my tought thenonly u can judge either i'm matured or not.

voice massage: only He knows when, whom and why. it's a secret He never tells. xoxo He always love  us all, we know who He is. Allah the almighty.


pemborak a.k.a chaters or pembongak?

nape aku rajin nak menulis hari nih??

sebab aku x der keje!! =D

hari nih nak cerite pasal kawan borak..ala korang sure penah join mane2 chat room kan. mula setakat chat hari2 tanye buat ape, dah makan ke belum, then bukak cerite personal sikit-sikit..ala kalo tipu pun mane nak tau kan..then bertuka-tuka id facebook ke..hahaha as for mE i won't share that much even if aku bagi id facebook aku, those chatters will fall under restricted group erk fyi facebook aku sangat secure. only those who are really my friend could view the full profile. friends here i do really means they are my friends not a family members ok. even family members pun fall under restricted group. hahaha why? hurmm tu nanti kite wat entri lein pulak. why i restricted my facebook to family members.mari kite back to the topic, jenis-jenis chatters yang wujud di alam maya;

1.hopeless romantic.. (blewgh~~ =P)
oryte back to the chatters tadi. aku der kenal a few chatters. actually x kenal pun just chating jer.
yang aku x paham tu, just chat jer pun tetibe nk bersayang-sayang bagai. gilo ape? ko kenal aku pun x..siriyes i never trust any chatters whom i've chat with. ader sorang tu aku kenal asal online nak wat pc-to-pc call..
i'm fine with it tapi kalo dah sampai tahap memaksa as if ko tu laki aku..owh u really dealing wif wrong person la. kalo ko nak mintak pompuan hawt macam aku melayan ko borak harus mintak dengan polite ok (eh aku hawt ker? =P)
nih tidak..then bile aku kate laptop aku kene virus x caye pulak..ish aku hangin betul kalo aku cakap bende betul orang x caye nih, memang nak suh aku menipu lah tu kekdahnye huhuhu.

2.dunia ini ana yang punya
sebenar nye tujuan entry nih, aku nk komen pasal a few chatters yang maybe kalo in-person pun jenis yang banyak cakap kot..kot la sebab bukan aku penah jumpe pun. well derang nih kan jenis chat nak suh orang dengar cite die jer..pas tu bile turn aku bercerite jawapan simple giler .."hurmm" perh~~ hangin aku..itu satu hal lah nak suh dengar cite dier jer sekali dua boleh lah aku layan..lame-lame memang bolayan lah kan hahaha...ader pulak jenih x mo kalah. nih pun jenis-jenis yang meletih kan aku. kalo aku cite aku de kucing comel die pun nak cite jugak kucing uncle die comel..kalo aku cite cousin aku umo 2 tahun dah pandai bace al-Fatiha die pun nak cite anak buah die umo x sampai dua tahun dah pandai sembahyang. arrghh~~ giler boring citer dengan orang macam nih. ok sempena bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni, mari kite bersangka baik, derang nih saje nak impress kite kot, sebab die ingat kite carik jodoh kat chat-room...get a life la weh.

3.so gud to b true
ader pulak jenis nak bangga diri. macam lah aku nih chatting nk carik jodoh pulak kekdahnye. aku chatting sebab aku busan, x tau nk wat aper..letih dah surfing..huu~~ sebab tu aku ader id yang memang aku set just for chatting sebab aku x nak share email id aku ngan chatters. erk adakah aku mengkantoikan diri sendir di sini? x mo ajar korang macam mane nak set kan second id kat chatroom =P. ok pasal chatters yang jenis membangga diri nih, kalo cerite nak hebat jer. "i selalu lepak kat the ikea, sampai pak guard kat situ x kisah jer kalo i waiting my carldina depan entrance" wah perluke mention "my carldina" tu?? perlu ker bagi aku x perlu kot. sebab chating bukan pakai kete pun,cakap jer la i park my car...unless aku tanye u pakai kete ape? so kene lah jawapannye my carldina shengals~~

4.xXx
ok category nih x perlu explain lelebih. belum ape2 dah suh view webcam. jenis-jenis macam nih memang aku tekan button ignore jer terus. report as spam. bih cerite. (adakah aku mengkantoikan diri sendiri lagi? ~_~)

erk korang ader encounter chatters species lein lagi x? so far aku jumpe 4 species nih jer. kalo sekarang korang x chat dah dolu-dolu ker zaman mirc dolu kot ader species lein..zaman mirc dolu aku x berape active. tapi sempat lah menyemak di alam maya..huhuhu

dah abis idea aku.



voice massage: korang penah ke dengar perkataan pembongak?? 




love trainer~~ men are like puppies

A book which i bought on the early May..
only yesterday on the 16.o8.2o1o i finally manage to finish it =D
well i kindda like the book..(but it's kindda a bit draggy)
self motivate... especially for those who just had a heart broken.. (yeay it's me)

it's not tat the book teach you to treat your men like a dog. (ikat kat tiang hahaha)
it is about to become dominant in relationship (rules the pack) .actually this rules apply to both men and women.
sometime one party tend to take the relationship just for granted. they only realize it only when the other person was gone.

this book also tells how to be hard to get.
how to deal with broken heart, cool and relax cause it's not the end of the world.
the book taking life in London where women are kinda afraid being alone when they reach their end of 3o's.
hahaha but back in malay's women will get paranoid when they reach their end of 2o's..
well it's about culture.
when u got your heart broken, don't blame it to yourself, don't just jump to anyone who show interest in u.
be cool, relax and chill.
how bout rebound?
eventho u're in a serious relationship for quite long, it's doesn't mean u'r partner are happy or sincerely happy with u. it just they felt safe. they are in the safe zone where he/she knows tat you love he/her and will not leave you. or maybe you just think i must be wif this person or else i will be single and left alone for my entire life.


some quote from the books
" Untrained men are like naughty puppies"

  •  they wee on the floor
  • they think they can get away with murder by gazing mournfully into your eyes
  • they wine when you say no
  • they stay out late and scratch at the door begging to be let in

some advice you can get through this book

  • should i call him even though he hasn't called me?
  • why wasn't he called even though i've texted, left two massage on his mobile and one on his landline?
  • is he worth the effort if i'm not even sure i want to marry him?
  • when he turns up drunk in the middle of the night wanting a shag, do i say yes or no

~the love trainer~

voice massage: believe that, there's always someone right for you out there waiting. be patient and keep on looking for that person.


Monday, August 16, 2010

a blast of fuuuudd~~

as promise~~
last weekend i spend the two days at my granny's and oso my aunt's

well the iftar was superb eventho not all family members were back but still, rather then i spend the weekend alone rite... ^_^

on saturday i was back to granny's wif my cousin..yeay have to pick him up at Serdang commuter station then yup i test drive the new LEKAS highway..so damnn lekas i told u..woohooo kalo dah my darling honeyVie can speed up to 150/kmj ngee~~ ok not tat fast actually but i do consider it fast enuf.. -_- (one thing wanna tell here i've over come my phobia)

well don't to brag anymore..lets the picca do the talking ^_^ ok..

saturday menu:
ayam kampung masak lemak cili api..marvelles i tell u

simple taugeh goreng sedap jugak ^_^


kuih koci air tangan nenda tersyang..sedapppppppp~~


pencuci mulut juge pengembung perut lepas tarawikh ~_~


juice for the day..air kedongdong by uncle zambri
actually ader lagi satu air ribena + fresh milk + eskem soda marvelles!!

note: gamba sambal tempoyak x sempat nk snap sebab aku dah nak ngap huuu~~

sunday menu:

well on sunday i can't spend the breakfasting at granny's since have to drive back to putrajaya and send my cousin back to shah alam..plus wif my astigmatism, driving at nite is not my preference.
but  i decided to go to my makndak house..she oso as gud cook as my granny ^_^



@MakNdak's baung masak asam tempoyak + ikan masak tauchu + sup sayur

for desert pengat pisang ~_~ yummmmy

note: juge x sempat nk snap picca of roti jala yang makndak bawak from moreh. sebab yang sama aku dah ngap ^_^

i did snap piccas of the menu at granny's
juge lauk ikan baung masak lemak cili api + daun gelugur

 sambal udang + petai


well tat's it for my wiken..giler penuh ku rase badan aku skang nih baru seminggu pose kot. adeh la~~
sesungguhnye aku bersyukur atas rezeki ini. i'm gaining my weight back yeay!! aku dah cakap orang lein boleh diet time pose aku adalah sebaliknye.

well tat's it for my wiken full of joy wif the family. can't wait till i back to Kluang on the coming Nuzul Quran holiday. i'm gonna take quite long holiday for that.

done for this time.

voice massage:to both my cousin yang blajar juh kat jordan and kat new Zealand tu, sabor lah eh kalo ko bace blog den nih. sesungguhnya kalo duk juh bende yang akan korang paling rindu is the home cooked fuud.




Friday, August 13, 2010

planning ahead~~

hurmm be it coz my mummy is a mathematic teacher or is it because i was born in May whom they said to be so systematically.

i love to plan a head of everything. i might not really put a specific date on my planning, but i user to set a goal like for example, by age 30 i want to have a monthly salary of 6k..
for me me it's not dreaming because if i work hard i will become achievable.

sebenarnye bukan nak cite all my life planning pun..cukup lah sekadar i share my wikend iftar through out this ramadhan.
basically we have 4 weekend consists of 8 days (saturday & sunday)

1st week (14th & 15th Aug)
on saturday evening i will be headed back to my grandparents in sp.pelangai bentong.
my granny must have dish for the family;
  • ayam kampung masak cili api
  • kuih epok-epok / koci / lepat pisang wif inti kelapa (my granny specialty is the inti kelapa)
so on sunday depend la is either to breakfast at grannys also or maybe in seremban.


2nd week (21st & 22nd Aug)
on saturday, it gonna be day out wif my superbabes at Soul Garden One Utama.
well those who are single (laki jauh pun consider single) gonna attend tis event. owh i really miss my super babes. stay tune wif the picture ok..
on sunday -undecided yet-

3rd week (28th & 29th Aug)
wiken to be spend wif my family in Kluang. since i'm going to take a leave on monday..so 5 days at kluang hoyeaaay!!!
so from friday till tuesday i gonna be in Kluang yeay!!
can i request some dish ^_^
  • roti jala (makan sampai santak)
  • sirap bandung (fresh milk + sirap + eskem soda a must for my family)
  • mee goreng basah home cooked by mummy or daddy
ni jer lah dulu yang boleh fikir kan..naga belum nak mengganas lagi nih hehehe..


4th week (4th & 5th Sep)
on saturday. gonna spend the iftar wif the mommyz (udect n honey)
place not decided yet..miss both of them oso..huu~~
on sunday -undecided-

huhuhuhu~~
well that basically my weekend schedule for this ramadhan.
looking forward to snap some fud picture. like previous years. ^_^
well on weekdays i prefer to break fast at home only. coz i'm quite tired wif all the jem and travelling from work going back home. sigh~~

voice massage:
miss going to the PARAM wif my superbabes. then makan ramai-ramai kat pantry.
tis year i might not going to cook any pasta like before, i love to cook those Italian fud coz it's simple.
tengok lah kalo aku rajin aku buat yer..but i don't have any willingness to do so.. -_-


Thursday, August 12, 2010

it juzt a dream~~

 
selamat menyambut Ramadhan al-Mubarrak to all muslim


ri nih aku x nak cite pasal puase, sebab aku x puase pun lagi..hahahaha ooopsie mengkantoikan diri sendiri.
bukan x nak cerite pasal bulan puase, tapi bile nak cerite sure wat aku teringan bulan puase tahun lepas..
sigh~~ bile lah segalanya boleh ku anggap nothing~~ ok full stop!!

well sebenarnye aku nk merepek pasal my dream wedding.
kenape wedding..entah tetibe rase nk merepek dan berangan ^_^
sebab berangan x kene bayar kan..

well i always dream that my wedding to be very intimate wedding.
not becoz of tight budget or financially factor..but i want a wedding that everyone will remember through out their whole life.

first of all about the invitation. i want it to be intimate, so only close friends and relative are invited.
not that i don't want to share with others, but i personally want to thanks everyone who had come to my wedding. kalo dah jemput 1000 orang memang x sempat lah den nak berjabat tangan ngan sumeorang kan..x larat mak nyah oii..so then my invitation will be around 300+spouses = 600 wah giler sikit. one more thing, the reason why i want to have small wedding coz i don't want to invite those people who just come for the sake of eating. bukan mak x mo bagi derang makan uolss~~...tapi datang then terus balik x mo lah begitu. like i said i want to thakns everyone who is coming. basically the invitation are for 50 of my close friends, 50 of my hubby close friends, 100 from families of mine, and another 100 from my hubby's families. ni pun dah kire ramai ok. pening mak nyah oiiii..kalo boleh nak jemput 300 (termasuk spouse) jer boleh x??

next bout the place of the wedding.

i don't have any particular place that i really want to held the wedding. the thing is, i want it to be accessible by both family of mine and hubby's family. for example my family are from pahang and my hubby's are from johor so gather kat tengah2 jer boleh x? dekat melaka ker for example hehehe..another point to be added here..kalo boleh i want to have only one wedding, no need to have the majlis bertandang sume nih. call me modern or membelakangkan adat, but i really don't see the need to have wedding on both side. it's because we going to invite the same person. for me the most important is to have your family around u. i don't want to burden them to come all over to pahang or to johor just to see me getting married. then have to bare wif the cost of fuel which keep on neik dan neik, accommodation cost sumore. why don't both families gather and agree to have one wedding at one single place. prefer it to be held at open space area. not at a grand ballroom or wat-so-ever dewan..ala-ala dalam taman gitu nais..nais..


wedding at nite.
really want to have a wedding which held at nite becoz i'm not a day person.even kalo boleh i want to work at nite rather than during the day.i can't stand the hot temperature (yeah i'm so gediks nyah~~ tu yang lunch pun malas keluar) =P actually hot temperature can cause migraine to my brain. nanti bile mak dah migraine mak senang nak neik hangin..so biar lah buat malam sejuk sikit..x payah nak berpanas pun.the only thing here is all thing must be ontime lah kalo buat malam nih, no last minutes pelamin set up, last minutes hantaran arranging or wat so ever..kalo lambat memang draggy sampai ke midnight lah jawabnye kesian to those yang ade anak kecil.

sukenye suasana macam nih..sweet cozy and romantic

wah seronoknye berangan... ~_~ hehehe

what's next..place, time, invitation..

how about decoration? want it to be sweet n simple.
and it must be white. i really like fresh flowers but it might be costly to have all fresh flower around your wedding. so mix it up wif sum artificial one then. the articial one might look like the real fresh flower if u know how to arrange it well ^_^ find a gud wedding planner ok!!
the must have flower for my wedding is the white callalilly. i really like this flower.sape lah nk hadiah kan aku sejambak bunge nih? x penah dapat lagi..then there's must be lot's of dangling lights like the star (remember my wedding is at night) and also white rose petals..waaa soookaaa~~~ sangat soooka~~

enuf bout the location, setting and all that..

how bout the wedding dress??
want it to be white chiffon with simple beading. no lace accept for the vail. it might be not white but i prefer it to be earth color, like lite brown..hurmm mase belek-belek majalah pengantin kat kedai uncle aku ri tu der jumpe a few yang catch my eyes..tp uncle aku as wedding planner kate simple sangat =P like i care kan..aku yang nak pakai kot baju tu nanti bukan uncle aku..hahaha
ala sure korang x leh nk imagine kan..aku try google pun x jumpe sangat la bju yang aku nak tu..kalo jumpe pun yang mat saleh pakai tu adelah tp need alterrations lah kan..seriyesli aku semak tengok lace banyak-banyak..waahh terlalu banyak tengok cite omputihkah aku ini? huhuhu

well basically tis type of dress yang aku maksud kan kain yang flowy and jatuh since i don't need to hide nay bumps on mu body..hahaha ader bumps ker?? huuu~~
(not born wif the curvy and voluptuous body)

how bout fud?
well this time stick wif the normal fud for kenduri kawen. nasi minyak, ayam masak merah, kurma daging, acar timun tapi i really like arca buah..sedap meratah ^_^..boleh x kalo main table nk request pasta hehehe ok merepek nanti x der fud presentation like ayam jadi macam itik yang telur ayam jadi kepala bunge cengkih jadi mata ayam so for isi perut wise make it as normal kang ader yang kembang tekak makan cheese kang..desert kalo boleh nk bagi eskem vanilla n honey star tapi sure cair nanti kan..hurmm tp boleh la since i love eskem verymuch aku nak desert eskem vanilla serve with honeys star, trix, cornflakes, milo (segala mala bijirin sarapan lah) sedap ooo sure budak2 suke kan..berkecah lah mak bapak derang nak monitor anak2 makan eskem hahahaha ^_^

how about door gift??
i once tot of giving the yassin or mathurat. tapi my aunty said kalo orang letak sesepah kite yang berdosa. ok fine since i guess my wedding theme is all white n soft color, i want to give sumting white, practical, memorable or at least eatable?? bagi telur? well i know it's a sign of fertilization but for me i don't to see it as one which have all the criteria. normally the egg being thrown away or at least gonna jatuh sesepah..it's a fud should not be wasted wat. so better find a fud which everyone would love to consume it. i do like the bunge telur decoration, but normally those bunge telur yang dekat pahar yang cantek kan. huu~~ so double satndard. that another thing yang i don't like. nak bagi biar fair and square. kenape ader yang dapat telur bungkus tisu jer (ok tipu skang mane ade dah telur bungkus tisu~~) ader yang dapat telur kat bunge pahar? ok fine, ko family so kene dapat secial sikit..so tat's why i want to have an intimate wedding, everybody are special to me and will be treated equally. for this i keep it in hold kite tengok trend nye when the time come ok.

wat else..bout the dais..
hurmm i really don't fancy having a dais..wat kene kutuk jer kalo laki aku pendek sikit dr aku sure org nampak kan...hahaha mesti ade sore-sore 'la rendah je laki die, ish dah tau laki rendah lagi nak pakai 5 inch heels' hahaha mak cik saye punye pasal lah nak pakai heels 5 inchi pun, laki saye x bising mak cik pulak bising kan...ish..ish..sebab tu lah leceh der pelamin nih..tp x per lah make it nice and simple x payah la grand sangat mak bukan artis nyah..huuu~~

gamba yg 3rd tu my brother punye dais. i like the 4th one simple but i loike the other three punye chair.
x mo duduk asing-asing ok!

hurmm should i emphasize that this is my dream wedding reception.
coz kenduri kesyukurang still will be held at both side cume x der lah nk pelamin bagai nokss~~ baju pakai lah yang nais tp x perlulah sampai sewa yang glam2 nih..

eh cukup lah berangan anak dara oiii~~
kang kot kawen ngan orang tua pulak kang...dah gi mandi.. =P

voice massage: kite hanya mampu merancang tapi tuhan yang menentukan..nanti nak berangan pasal lelaki idaman pulak lah...hahaha berangan kan x kene bayar so mari berangan ^_^


Tuesday, August 10, 2010

cinta dan kasih sayang~~

well seperti biasa berjalan-jalan di alam maya..
terjumpa di mukabuku...
cerita yang sungguh bererti bagi aku..dalam maksudnya..
alangkah bagus kalo sumorang mendengar nasihat guru ini..

ikutilah ceritanya.....



pada suatu hari di sekolah, seorang murid bertanya pada gurunya.ketika itu guru tersebut sedang mengajar mengenai kasih sayang.
murid: cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang yang paling kita sayang? macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?
cikgu : ok kamu ikut apa yang saya suruh. kamu pergi ke padang. kamu berjalan di atas rumput sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu. pilih yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh kebelakanglagi walau sekali. Dah petik rumput yang PALING cantik, bawa ke kelas.


apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke kelas, tiada sehelai rumput pun di tangannya. Cikgu bertanya, kenapa tiada rumput yang di pilih?
murid: tadi masa saya berjalan, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. memang ada banyak yang cantik, tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik, maka saya pun berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. tapi sampai di penghujung padang, saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya tadi rumput yang paling cantik, tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.
cikgu: ya itulah jawapannya. maknanya apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita mencari lagi yang lebih baik dari itu. kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. jangan kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. semoga yang berlalu tidak berulang lagi. dan ingatlah orang yang paling kita sayang itulah yang paling cantik dan baik. walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi..

dalam mencari yang terbaik mungkin kita akan bertemu yang kurang memuaskan hati..
tetapi kadang kala kite silap..kite sudah ada yang terbaik, tapi kite masih memandang pada yang lain..lumrah kejadian manusia yang tidap pernah puas..adakah kita pernah bertanya pada diri, cukup baik kah aku untuk dirinya? mampukah aku untuk membimbing dirinya kepada yang lebih baik..??
kite selalunya bertanya, adakah dia cukup baik untuk diri kite, bukan sebaliknya..
kita menilai orang lain tapi kita lupa untuk menilai diri sendiri..

alangkah bagus kalau semua orang ikut cakap cigku kat atas nih..sure x der hati yang dilukai atau yang melukai..aku selalu ingatkan pada diri, kalo kite nak lakukan sesuatu, fikirkanlah jika orang lain melakukan perkara tersebut kepada kita adakah kita boleh menerimanya dengan hati yang terbuka??

voice massage: macam mana kalu rumput itu dalam taman orang lein? patutkah kite mencurinye??





Monday, August 09, 2010

resepi rahsia en.daddy

eh bukan kate rahsia ker? =P
x per lah sharing is caring...
but bare in mind tis is not my resepi it's my daddy's i rarely bake tis cake..not tat i can't but rarely ok..rarely~~

nampak tak berapa bnyk acuan di perlukan.

well the resepi is quite simple.
ingredients;
telur ayam gread AA - 2 biji (sejuk)
tepung kek - 2 sudu
gule caster - 2 sudu 
butter (gune yang cap bintang tu) - 1 buku
vanilla - 1 sudu kecil
air panas - 2 sudu
cocoa powder - ikut suke (as my father said)
jem - blueberry ka strawberry ka, ikut suke lah yer

(sebenarnye aku pun meng'doubt'ing kesahihan resepi nih..macam salah jer..hahaha)

how to:
macam kek-kek lein..
butter n gule, masuk kan telur sebijik-sebijik then masuk kan tepung sikit-sikit..
lepas tu, masuk kan perasa vanilla dan air panas 2 sudu secara sikit2 juge.
dah siap tu asing kan bancuhan kepada 1/4 dan 3/4, yang 1/4 tu campur dengan cocoa powder.
then bleh lah masuk kan dalam acuan..
alamak gamba acuan aku lupe nk snap..tapi untuk sebuku kek nih it's need 3 acuan seperti gamba di atas yer..then can baked the cake..
temperature, and how long it's take..itu kene tanye en.daddy sebab kalo aku buat sendiri kek nih pun bab membakar sure either en.daddy or pn.mummy yang buat..they really don't trust their daughter on it.. =P


then finally the outcome...
taddaaa~~~owh lupe jugak..each layer akan di lapisi dengan jem untuk lekat kan.. 


boleh mein dam kat kek nih ^_^


voice massage: setiap kali balik, en.daddy akan berusaha membuat kek nih. tenkiu so much daddy ^_^




Sunday, August 08, 2010

rahsia kluang..

the last time aku balik kluang was in May..on en.daddy bestday..
balik menenangkan hati yang lara..wuuhuu T.T?
adakah hati masih lara?
entahlah hati dah x der kot..kite abaikan soal hati lara..

hari ini nak cerite pasal rahsia kluang...
kali ni balik kluang penuh rahsia ^_^ .. balik sebab rindu kat pn.mummy dan juge sebab dah janji ngan pn.mummy nak balik tapi x balik-balik...maka kali nih janji di tunaikan...cik.anak pun balik lah ke pangkuan keluarga walahpun pada hari jumaat bekerja hampir 24 jam ~_~ pening~~
pagi-pagi sabtu amik bas ke kluang..sepanjang perjalanan 80% tido jer sebab x cukup tidur on the friday nite.
sampai umah kene hadap keje opis lagi sebab kene siap by saturday nite jugak (berjaya siapkan yeay!!)

hari ahad..menyelongkar rahsia kluang bersama teman beik cik.marry ^_^

rahsia Kluang.....




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lawatan sambil memenuhkan perut ke resepi rahsia kluang mall ^_^


chicken gordon? eh cordon bleu..hurmm boleh la...

banana split cik.marry

my fav drinks green apple kasturi

new cake, strawberry marshmallow cheese..sedap~~

original kluang railway roti bakar(bun)

resepi rahsia en.daddy.. kek dam ^_^

finally sate taman mas

semua nih dimakan pada hari ahad.. tidak termasuk hidangan lunch yang disediakan oleh pn.mummy..
wat had happen to me?? adakah raksasa gorgon merasuk diri??

ikutkan sebelum berpeleseran bersama cik.marry aku dah lunch kat umah..
mungkinkan banyak tenaga digunakan untuk menukar gear semasa memandu kereta iswara manual maka membuatkan aku kelaparan makan membuat lawatan di resepi rahsia? ayam+air+sepotong kek memang sungguh rahsia kejadian ini...hurmm~~
(nak bagitau aku boleh bawak kete manual dengan sungguh bergaya =P)

tujuan utama balik sebenarnye nk minum kat original Kluang railway coffee house nih..walapun telah menjadi raksasa gorgon di resepi rahsia, masih mampu membaham segelas milo bersama 2 set roti bun kaya+butter..
subahanaAllah sungguh besar rahsia kebesaran kapasiti perut..

sebaik pulang ke rumah..pn.mummy mengajak untuk membahan satay pule..yer pada masa ini hanya mampu membaham 5 cucuk satay bersama separuh nasi ketupat..

kapasiti perut:
lunch (nasi+sambal udang+ketam goreng+air masak) + resepi rahsia (ayam+air manis+kek) + Kluang railway (milo+2 roti bun bakar) + dinner (satay+nasi ketupat+laicikang) = jumlah kalori?? owh sungguh x tahu 

owh ape jadi pada kek dam..itu bekalan pulang untuk hari esok =D

tapi saat dan ketika entri ini di taip..aku sudah rase sedikit lapar..perut sudah minta diisi lagi..
owh apakah rahsia disebalik kerakusan aku ini?? 
(dalam kepala memikirkan eskem di dalam peti ais hurmm bersama sekotak susu segar)


owh sebelum terlupe maru perkenalkan the crime partner in the scene..
cik marry ^_^ 
(jangan marah aaaa)



voice massage: makan sebelum lapar, berhenti sebelum kenyang (kalo x der tande nak kenyang macam mane eh?)




Saturday, August 07, 2010

2011 projecT~~

bRown in action..







wat do u think if i printed this picture into 2011 calender?
wasn't gonna be super 'nais'? make it one whole calender to  be his picture in action..




voice massage: abadi kan kenangan bersama tersayang...
'jangan terlalu menyayangi kelak diri sendiri yang di sakiti'


Wednesday, August 04, 2010

garang vs tegas

garang tu macam mane eh??
marah..marah macam halilintar?

tegas pulak?

macam mane nak bezakan?

eh macam nak ajar bahasa la pulak...huhuhu
ni semua sebab aku jadi baby sitter last 2 weeks..sebab my aunty pergi outstation overnite ke tanah seberang.
maka dengan itu 4 orang kanak-kanak di rumah ini berada dalam jagaan aku huakakakaka..

bangun pagi kene terus mandi if dah pukul 9 pagi.
by pukul 7.00 malam kene mandi kalo x jangan harap dapat tengok tv..sorang x mandi tv x leh on. ok!
7.30 semua kene solat..semua dah solat maghrib baru boleh on tv.
kalo makan, semua kena makan dan duduk kat meja makan..no eating in front of the tv.
lepas makan masing-masing basuh pinggan.
adik ubat mate sejam sekali kene letak.

wah semua arahan di beri sekali jer.
memang budak-budak sangat sayng kan tv. selagi kau ingkar pada arahan ku, jangan harap dpt tgok tv.
adik pulak, senang giler isi ubat mate...cakap nk letak terus baring..huh kalo x jangan harap berguling-guling x kasi letak ubat mate..

adakah aku garang or tegas dengan mereka?
entah yang pasti mereka sangat takut kalo aku marah..hahaha
bagus, itu membuatkan aku x perlu cakap bnyk..cakap sekali jer terus sumorang ikut kate yeay!!
senang keje beb.
aku x perlu gunekan kekerasn seperti rotan..cukup sekadar kate2 sebagai arahan.
boleh jadi komander kat kem askar x?
hahaha

tp masalah nyer..lepas jer aku bertegas ngan derang, dan arahan di turuti..
aku neik bilik dan gelak guling-guling..hahahaha


bagi aku, aku prefer tegas dari garang..


voice message: jangan bukak tv selagi sumorang x mandi.kakak u should look after u'r brother and sister, make sure they do what they suppose to do.


her best friend is a guy..his best friend is a girl..

it have been quite a long time till i decided write bout tis..

since i was in primary school i prefer to have a male friend insted of female..yup maybe coz i close wif my brother and all the anak jiran oso boy plus their game are more intersting..hehehe
kalo ngan girl balik-balik mein anak patung..sungguh x best..kalo wif my brother gi wat kemah lah..gi panjat bumbung opis en.abah lah, gi parit tangkap ikan lah..(yer time nih mE™ suke mein ngan telur katak..eeee jijik) it was very adventurous compare mein masak-masak n mein kawen-kawen bluwek* busan..
kalo ngan my brother kite org mein masak2 jugak tapi real punyer masak..masak nasi dalam tin susu, pas tu goreng ikan bilis atas tutup tin bersam dengan cili padi..pergh sedap ooo~~ tapi biler besor nih nak masak nasi pun maleh..

eh macam dah lari tajuk jer.. ngeee~~

back to the topic..ever since tat mE™ memang close ngan guys..tapi kat kawasan rumah jer, kat sekolah masing-masing buat x kenal..motip?? ntah sungguh x paham..

biler dah masuk secondary school mE™ still the same lebih selesa borak ngan guys for certain things..tp my BFF tetap lah girls..mase zaman menengah rendah mE™ paling benci cintan cintun nih..eee geli taik telinge dengar ader orang minat2 nih..siriyes mE™ memang brutal lah tat time..form 1 dah jadi vandalisme gi kopakkan pintu toilet yg patut ditutup..motip? ntah saje suke2..sampai kene marah ngan penyelia petang...(jawapan untuk cikgu "saya malas lah nk turun tingkat 1 untuk gi tandas cikgu buang mase turun tangga tu" menjawab memang first class) mase nih budak2 lelaki dh label mE™ as minah brutal..

dalam pada brutal nih..tiba-tiba dalam hati ade taman..huahuahua...tapi ego kene jage..
zaman nih lah lelaki yg aktif dipadang di puja..huuu~~ macamkan derang masuk peringkat negara..padahal peringkat sekolah jer pun..mase nih jugak lah i met wif my best friend who is a guy =D..
mule-mule kawan..lame tibe2 rase suke pulak..tapi we all maintain kawan sampai masing2 habis sekolah..
tis guy is the place where i spill everything out..bile tension i'll call him, bile happy pun akan call him..sumtime tu sampai sendiri pun konpius either i like him as a friend or wanting him more than just a friend?

till both of us dah abis sekolah..we made a decision to give a try for a serious relationship..it was gud in the beginning till one day he realize tat i'm not the one for him..at first it kinda hard to accept it..but somehow have to admit it tat we are gud to be just friend..which we could share everything, as a friend...kalo dah serious macam susah nk share everything sebab nak menjaga hati satu sama lain..

today, he still the place where i'll go to mengadu wen i'm down..it's not tat we met up often ..but just wif a call will do. he'll listen to wat i'm rambling about as i memang banyak cakap huhuhu sumtime i do wondering why our relationship didn't work out back then..but i do realize i don't want to loose him as my gud friend sampai sumtime bergaduh wif my boyfriend.. padahal berkali-kali dah bagitau he is just friend not more than that..yup it's true tat we once dating but it's already in the past..the truth mE™ memang dah x der rase aper towards him unless as a friend..he even have a girl friend..

one day i found and read a book title "where rainbows end" by Cecilia ahern
for those who had read the book don't get misunderstanding..it's doesn't mean that i'm still hoping for my best friend it's just tat i'm questioning do a girl and a boy can be just friend not more than tat...x der rase the awkward silent tetibe..huurmmm~~

how bout being friend wif your ex? could u do tat?
yeay like mE™, we are once friend then lover then back 2 be friend again..
how a bout from a lover to be just friend? (memang dari mula never think to be just friend)
i admit..it's not eazy..sebab sayang itu masih ader..
it's not eazy sebab akan ader perkara luka melukai..
it's not eazy sebab both know each other punye kelemahan..
rase nak hilang terus from his world..but it's not as eazy as we said...
and
because of tat i would prefer not to treat my boyfriend as my bestfriend which i share everything, after this..
coz they said, when we give everything we'll be left with nothing =( hurmmm
tapi kalo suami tu lein cite la hockay...

well tat's all for today...


voice message: ape aje da aku merepek di petang2 hari nih..nampak sangat busan dah wat kije..busan!!!!! resign lah...