bibik amik kan air..!!

hurmm..ready for another rambling..
suddenly i'm thinking bout the trend nowadays to have a helper/maid/bibik at home..

not tat i'm against it..but just wanna share my tot..
hmm mase mE kecik dalam umo 3- 5 tahun, pn.emak ader banyak helper. they are not maid or bibik. tak tahu how pn.emak kenal those helper but we called them kak ida, kak zahrah dan kak noreha. derang mude mude lagi mase tu. hamik sampai 3 orang helper curlast kan....mau tak manje mE dan en.abang... tapi tak lah ingat sangat macam mane kite orang berkomunikasi ade ker mE perintah2 kakak-kakak tu laksana mem besar. seriyesli tak ingat. tapi ape yg pn.emak bagitau, pagi those kakak-kakak akan jage mE dan abang kat rumah while pn.emak dan en.abah pergi kerja. tengah hari pn.emak balik, those kakak akan di hantar ke kelas menjahit. derang tinggal sekali atau tidak, memori itu telah terpadam dari ingatan -_-"

then bile pindah jasin, mE dah besar dah mase tu, so no more helper needed. tapi adik beradik pn.emak kan ramai, so ade beberapa orang pak cik dan mak cik pernah tinggal dengan mE. owh mereka sangat-sangat paham akan kenakalan kami adik beradik. huhuhu..eh derang bukan tinggal dan menjadi helper tapi derang tinggal untuk bersekolah. yer lah dulu kat kampung2 tahap pendidikan boleh kate agak rendah. sebagai kakak yang bertanggung jawab, pn.emak bawak lah derang duk same2 sekolah kat jasin yang tak berapa nak bandar tu. tapi at least pn.induk belajar la eja rabu dengan betul. mase tu pn.induk darjah 6 dah..eja rabu = R.O.B.U yo lah orang nogori semilan lah katekan. hahaha..(jahat giler kutuk n gelak kan mak cik sendiri..)..then mak che' pun ade duduk same, dan juge mak long zaidah sepupu pn.emak. setakat nih tak pernah lah pn.emak hire bibik indon...

oryte dah puas bercerite..lets back to the topic..

so perlu sangat ker ade helper/bibik/maid kat umah..??
rasenye memang perlu untuk para ibu yang bekerja. mane nak kemas rumah, kerja, jaga anak, masak, lipat kain...list goes on and on...~~ tapi till wat extend do we need a helper..?? sampai anak2 tak reti berdikari. air masak pun suruh bibik amik kan padahal bibik dah masuk bilik untuk berehat. yang anak pulak duk kat meja makan jer sekangkang kera jer dengan dapor. kalo anak tu baru umo 3-6 tahun boleh terime tapi kalo dah sekolah, for mE i can't accept it. derang akan manja. mula lah kelam kabut bile bibik lari nanti. anak2 tak reti nak ringan kan tangan basuh pinggan mangkuk dalam sink. yer lah derang dah biase der bibik, semua bibik buatkan..salah siapa..?? anak..? bibik..? atau parents..? tu belum kire kalo masuk asrama, baju, kasut semua tak reti basuh sendiri. biler dah jadi anak dare, or anak bujang mula lah kite bising anak tak reti kemas bilik. worst case, toilet pun tak reti flush sebab selama nih tahu semua ade orang tolong kemas, basuh or buatkan.
jadi macam mane?

kalau mE. rasenye nitemare lah bibik bibik dapat majikan macam mE. i'm so fuzzy.bibik kene ade probation period. sebab, baju kene iron before lipat. lipat kene same size. basuh baju kene asing ikut kaler. make sure baju putih tak bercampur dengan warne lain. bilik air kene sentiasa bersih dan wangi. =) mE sangat mementingkan kebersihan bilik air. dan yang pasti bibik hanya boleh usik pakaian me dan anak sahaja. semua yang berkaitan dengan hubby let's me handle. masak..? prefer to cook myself walaupun saye sangat tidak rajin ke dapur wuuu~~ so basikali (basically) i just need helper tu run certain things in the house.

how about anak kecik..nak hantar nursery..?? nursery pulak sekarang banyak pulak hal nye. bagi ubat tido lah, kebersihan tak terjaga lah. sigh~~ cabaran betul nak membina keluarga kan. for that let mE think when the time comes. wuhuhuhu seriously no idea. kalo tengok family pak cu, sangat beruntung. sebab umar dan adik uzair di hantar ke rumah pasangan atuk nenek nih. atuk nenek nih jage umar dan adik uzair macam cucu sendiri. sampai umar pandai nyanyi lagi isabella mase umur 2 tahun. hebat kan. hihihi. now umar dah 3 tahun, dah kenal huruf A-Z dah alhamdulillah.

hmm entah lah sumtime kite beria planning nak tis and tat for our kids. tapi tak semuanya kite boleh bagi pada derang kan. hope i can be the greatest mommy for my kids and they really proud to have us as their parents. insyaAllah.

voice message: semua selalu berkata, anak-anak ibarat kain putih yang menjadi tanggung jawab ibu bapa untuk mencorak kan nya. tibe-tibe teringat video budak 4 tahun yang dah pandai hisap rokok tu..sungguh sedih..

27 years of life ~♥ ~♥

it still a month time for my 27th birthday...
omaigod..!! i'm going to turn 27 already -_-" terasa tua la pulak...
naahhh~~~ age is just a number, gonna increase every year wat's a big deal.. (nak sedapkan hati sendiri)

so let see, what have i achieve after 27th year ~_~ ok soklan nih susah nak jawab..

career life

masih merasa diri begitu kerdil. kalo dulu mase di xXx merasakan semua adalah sama. owh tidak selalu rase those CES department hebat sebab mereka bergelumang dengan coding and us the DW (data warehouse) always di pandang rendah. but i don't care and believe that rezeki ada dimana-mana. proven. after almost 4 years of experience, syukur sangat setiap kali rase nak tukar kerja rezeki itu masih ada. sekarang pun masih menunggu jawapan daripada soon-to-be new company. owh ramai jugak yang bertanye kenape asyik tukar kerje. hurm jawapan mudah to expend the knowledge. mase di xXx it was like building up the foundation of DW & BI (business Intelligence) itself. then masuk one local company YYY. as I called it YYY memang a big question why la mE join this company which i only last there for 4 months. lucky me tis company send mE out for trainings a lot. then now i'm in the 3rd company zZz or as you guys know i'm working at International Business Machines (IBM) which they assign mE to Malaysia Airlines project of Business Intelligence. Learning about logistic, how they manage their resources yada.. yada... interesting. Then, after a year they assigned mE to another project, a public sector project. it still in so called BI industry, but more to analytic, however as for now my responsible is more to the technical support and also developing my project management skills inside mE. mE not really like the role which i need to deal wif client requirements and attending meetings -_-". eventho i'm not really into this new role, it's quite challenging and interesting get to know more on business sales. for the sales part, i'm seeking advise from en.pencuri hati sebab beliau claimed himself as a salesman =P. after 4 years being a so called career woman, i'm liking it. tapi still x boleh buang perasaan malas pergi kerja -_-". for this coming 27th birthday, i do wish tat the new company do accept my application. insyaAllah kalo ade rezeki dapat lah merasa environment kerja baru.

family life

nothing much i could tell regarding family. maybe hope tat mE boleh menambahkah ahli keluarga baru.. =) hehehe..yup there are ups and downs in my family. argument, conflicts it's part of our normal life rite. i'm not going to share much regarding family here tho. just hope the whole family (by whole i  meant it to be all, atok , nenek, pak sedare, mak sedare, cousins, siblings..etc) will be in happiness. berdoa lah kepada-Nya for bless and happiness. but to think back, since 16 i've not really attached wif the family anymore. being send to a boarding boarding school, then the matriculation year, then entering university and finally i'm a career woman in this hectic city. never been in my dream to work in KL but here i am wuu~~. and this make me think i do miss the family moment. hope in future i'm not being parted from my child for this long...huhuhu~~

love life

naahh~~ sure dah boring mE asyik cakap pasal en.pencuri hati kan. =P ok name beliau saiful hisham. sumtime  mE address him as hisham and sumtime as sepul depending to whom i'm spoken to. it's quite confusing sebab terasa bercakap pasal different person eventho both are referring to my sayang hihihi. well i do pray and hope we are soon being unite. insyaAllah. it just a matter of time, planning and so on. why..?? coz there is a plan which i've set wif my friend ( scuba divinf course) around june. it's like a fate, sebab i used to call the plan as 'the last thing i wanna do b4 i'm getting married'. padahal mase decide on the plan i haven't met en.pencuri hati yet.  so after this trip i'll start to crash my head for our next step. insyaAllah. while waiting for that, i've strat surveying for the best option. looking forward for a small and intimate celebration. doa kan jodoh kami hingga ke akhir hayat...amin~~

harapan and wishes...

for the next coming year. i wish for nothing more or less than having a happier and blissful life. being loved and  in love with those i love.
hope that Allah grant all my wishes =D amin~~


voice message: aku yang akan bertambah usia -_-"

don't be a judge..

entry emotional..
(tapi di tulis dengan setenang tenang mungkin)

biler orang free hair..anggap orang tu tak sembahyang..
ingat those yang bertudung tu cukup 5 waktu sembahyang..??
(maaf saya x der masalah dengan those yang bertudung)
masalhnye kat sini ialah kenapa kite sesenang nak menghukum orang lein..menjatuhkan dosa atas perbuatan orang lain. kalo orang salah, kite nasihat bukan jatuh hukuman terus..
same goes when people go to karaoke..
come on..!!
we're living in 21st century..pergi karaoke bukan like the oldies time yang ade perempuan2 teman..
adeh  -_-" if u don't get to know how the world evolve how are going to be a good leader..??

insyaAllah people nowadays know their limit, know what do and don't mereka sedar cume we're in denial..maybe bukan semua but that what i feel. yup true i'm in denial state which i'm still confuse wat i want in life..i'm still seeking for the answer. i need guidance not instruction.


sedarlah, dunia hari ini..manusia bukan di nilai dari pakaian yang dipakai.
imam masjid pun boleh di tangkap khalwat...
sesungguhnya iman itu tak dapat diwarisi...


"Why do people lie and cheat? Because they know its easier to get forgiveness than permission."
again credit to couzie irr 




voice message: be yourself..!! 

friend is a mirror of you..is it..??

last friday..
wen to pn.aunty house before heading back to kampung on the following day.
but before wen off to kampung en.uncle asked mE attend the kuliah agama at his office..

wearing an abaya...it's a extra longgar one ok.. =D

camwhoring adalah wajib...

oryte let's talk bout the topic discuss during the kuliah agama..
erk..are u guys surprise seeing mE going to kuliah agama..??
=P yup sumtime i do need to be remind of the life afterwards..plus attending this religious talk, will give some guidance to move forward in life..insyaAllah..

well, during the kuliah, the uztaz did mention about how friend to plays an important role in your life. friends to influence each other..
then about akal..when human start to use their akal as for living. yer ustaz cakap, manusia akan totally berakal when the reach the age of 40. reminds me bout the phrase "life begins at 40". and this is also why our nabi being appointed at their 40. which they are ready to be the guidance to all the believers.

both of this 'akal' n choosing friend, as for me its' eventually related. i've wrote previously tat i'm totally against on judging people just based on who are their friends. kalo orag baik hanye mahu berkawan dengan orang baik, siapa nak berkawan dan membimbing those orang kurang baik..?? yup those orang baik have to be firm enuf to handle those 'godaan' before nak bawak orang kurang baik ke jalan yang lebih baik..therefore we need akal untuk menjadi lebih bijak..so x salah nak berkawan dengan siapa sahaja..we learn from the mistake..kalo semua yang kite buat adalah betul, there are no fun living rite.

kalo ikut sejarah para sahabat dulu pun ada yang pernah membunuh dan sebagainya..mereka merasa insaf dan bersalah di atas dosa yang telah mereka lakukan, tat's why mereka sangat2 berusaha untuk mendekatkan diri dengan Allah dan bertaubat. haaa jangan pulak korang take it wrongly, as mE galak kan korang berdosa or membunuh. wat i want to say ere is, it's ok to make mistake. as long as you didn't repeat the same mistake over and over again. carilah kesedaran di atas kesilapan yang telah dilakukan. insyaAllah, Allah itu maha pengampun. berfikirlah sebelum bertindak. set the limit in everything you want to do...

well that's all my rambling for today. wat ever it is, use u'r akal to think ok.. =)

voice message: the ustaz did say, sebab tu kalo nk buat jahat orang umo 40 lebih bijak membuat jahat sampai x diketahui orang lein..betul jugak rasenye..hurmm coz they already think all possibilities which might happen.

arrrrrggghhh~~~ it's really bordering mE -_-"

i'm sick of people who is so selfish!!
arggghh i just don't know with whom i could share this...things keep on wandering in my mind..
how i wish i could just brainwash everybody...
i want to live in a happy world..

why can't i have a life without any conflict..??
why can't everybody being tolerate n rational..??
where those positive thinking the elders teach us to practice when they even can't be positive themselves..??
why just people forgive and forget..??
why people tend to be 'keras hati' even to the people they loved..??
why people don't think about others feeling and keep on hurting other..??
why when being angry they throw things..??
why they loose their rationality when they're angry..??

OR am i too "baik hati"...??

voice message: forgive and forget..be positive..peace to all..