2011 x.T.v.T ^_______________________^

i don't have any specific idea to ramble tonite.
waiting for my so called beauty regimen (sile muntah) and oso waiting for my head hitting the pillow.
it just happen i recently have a serious conversation with one of my friend bout our activity for next year..and yeah we finally decided to go for~~~

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SCUBA DIVING COURSE!!!

asking around bout the package either to do it crash course or take time in order to get the licence. then need to decide the place for the dives sipadan? redang? or perhentian. i did asked around for the best price i could get. and finally we have decided for sipadan and it gonna take 6 days..wuuhuuu~~ the flight have been booked. now the only thing need to confirm is the course. yup i already ask the course organizer. yeay can't wait for June 2011 to come..howyeayyyyy~~ there gonna be 4 or 5 of us. 3 already confirm 1 belum beli tix lagi anyone else wanna join???. as for now the tix cost us RM 194/head. scuba diving course gonna cost us around RM 1.7k dangggg!!~~~ there goes my money...

now i can start listing what to prepare as this trip will be backpackers trip so i will make sure i'll pack as light as i can. it's hard for me to pack light coz normally i'll ensure i bring everything which is possible for me to use eventho i just need to get back to my parents. (i'm a freeeeaaaaakkk!!) the main thing which i really need is a backpack. things that must have are; 1.sunblock 2.swimming suits 3.bikini (hahaha tipu) 4.waterproof camera casing for my t700 (tis also gonna cost me some money -_-") 5.lots of long sleeve t-shirts. ok stop the as for now nanti2 boleh fikir lagi...but those 5 are the most important i could think of as for now.

insyaAllah really hope i could make it for this trip. wlaupun kerja ku yang still uncertain till now. where is my next project??could u tell me boss!! i really..really..really wanna know where is the place u gonna put me for my next assignment. so guys could u please pray for me, so that i could make it or this trip. it's one of things which i really wanna do in my life.

here some picture which i ask from en.gugel.

en.turtle saye mau jumpe encik bulan june nanti eh..encik jangan lari tau.

wanna be one of them..insaAllah 

lagi en.turtle yang comel.

voice massage: sile simpan duit untuk mencapai impian dan cita-cita anda yer cik aino -_-. no more unnecessary shopping starting from now. watch wat u eat too erk is it means no more indulgence treat for myself?? -_-" sob*sob*sob*

my darling BROWN~~

it take all my guts to write this entry..(5 days to completely write this)

yup for those who already know my darling brown had just left the world on 1st Dec 2010..
let's we roll back the time to 25th June 2008 the day he came into my life... ^_____________^
i still could remember the day..fell like it just happening yesterday...

picca nih taken by the seller not me

the picture above..is the picture which make me fall in love at the first sight wif brown...actually i oso cannot differentiate between brown and his sister 'manje' (manje bought by my friend for her father's bestday)

i boght him for RM450 yeay..quite expensive but i already fall in love wif him so there goes my money ^_^..

by the time i bought him, he was 2 months old...which mean he was born around april...but dengan suke hatinye declare brown born on 17th May 2oo8..yeay so i can say my car number is brown birth date hehehe 1705 =P

brown for the couple of first month

kecik n comel jer kan brown mase nih...mase nih die sangat sangat attention seeker...malam tido nak kene teman..tapi x suke orang peluk...kalo lambat masuk bilik sure akan bising meowww..meowww..meowww

starting this age i already thought him to like water..once a week he'll be di mandikan..of course wif hot water..then will use the hair dryer to dry him off..he kindda playful when i was around...saje lah tu nak show off to the mommy rite..gedix! yup also thought him to sit still in the car.. ^_^

 berat telah mencecah 4.5kg by this time

(baru perasan brown kenyit mate time nih)

 tak cukup mainan yang aku beli..paper bag pun blasah jugak di buat mein

 tis action quite frightening me..sebab the way he's facing tu adalah ke dalam bilik means bontot n kaki belakang terjuntai keluar balcony tingkat 2..

 always be the bussy body onboard..

yup he sit at the dashboard while i'm driving..mase nih kecik boleh la..

speaking of driving..brown nih ade pe'el tersendiri bile bawak die neik kete..

1. suke tengok ke luar tingkap..so kalo berhenti kat traffic light memang mengundang publisiti murahan terhadap kereta2 bersebelahan

2. akan duduk on my lap biler minyak telah di tekan mencecah 110km/h

3. borak2 wif me while seating on the co-driver seat..

well brown membesar dengan jayanye..day after day he become more chubby..he had his first fight which make me cried...brown x der hal aku yg nangis...hurmm yeah the dental procedure..gigi brown masih berada dalam simpanan..buat loket ok x? hahaha then i make him undergone a neutering operation after he kawen wif my aunty's cat..tapi perkahwinan itu tidak berhasil..

through out three years being together wif brown the most enjoyable moment was when i bring him out for a picnic...suke sangat tengok brown yang tak takut air duduk kat gigi air.. huuu~~ which i'm planning to do it again for my 2011 project, tapi yup tuhan sayangkan brown so the project x sempat untuk dilaksanakan..

down the lane i could still remember how he'll waited on the bed side for me to come out from the bathroom. then he'll like talking to me..meeoww..meoww..i will simply talk to him back as if he could understand it. he'll also will licked the water on my face..so schuuuuwet rite...i remember the time of my 'zaman kegelapan' i used to cried after my prayer..sepanjang i sembahyang he'll waited beside me till i finished and after i gave my salam..he'll talk to me and touch my nose and he licked my tears. i was so surprised and touch. how an animal could understand human feeling...he's very understanding cat..no other cat could replace him in my life. till his last day, there are no significant sings that he gonna leave me. he still do the same routine as before. yup things which already be a routine in your life gone missing, it's sad..i do miss him a lot. the most unforgettable was when we share eating an ice ream together huuu~~ cat cannot consume chocolate so i'll gave him the vanilla..he love mcD choc sundea, which is also one of my favorite ice cream when i'm alone..i can't afford to have baskin robin all the time... -_-"..brown mommy akan ingat brown everytime mommy et ice cream ok sayang...

hope that he'll pray for my happiness up there. as i still could not move from this lost, all his stuff have been packed and kept in the store room till one day which i never know when i could have another cat in my life.

here some last pictures of him before i went off to singapore and send him to my aunt's

(orang nak kemas barang masuk dalam beg, die pun nak masuk dalam beg sabo jer lah)

cak!!! see how notty looking eyes..

voice massage: brown u're the only memory left between me and could-not-be-name. it's sad but it might be for good. InsyaAllah.

keje..keje..keje...

december have come...
aku hutang banyak entry...gommen neh~ -_-"
..sepatutnye 15hb nih aku last kat project MAS kelana jaya. tapi~~~

nih yang part hangin nih..mase nak announce end billing date x menyempat2..tapi sampai ri nih 14 December aku tak tau lagi my next account/project...semalam aku call deployment manager, name dah dekat2 macam adik doremon..boleh die suh aku carik sendiri dalam portal...eh itu keje kau kan oooo~~ari tu beria kate there are 120 plus plus position available...memang la available tapi suit tak ngan aku?
ok x per...aku bukak lah portal...yer memang banyak post...so aper ko buat manger?? tengok jer post tu? tak reti ker nak forward kat kami yang under u'r management nih kalo aku yang kene manage diri aku sendiri, beik lah aku jadi manager pandai!!
(ayat berbaur geram)

ok itu satu cite...
cite kedua pulak..still pasal keje. kan tajuk tu tulis keje..keje..keje.. =P
nih cite pasal en.ketua...en.ketua aku nih berbangsa asing ala negara yang english nye agak gedix sikit tu...
i only can describe him wif one word currently..GELABAH...
x sangka orang asing yang selalunye cool full of confident boleh gelabah mcm en.ketua.
suasana opis sudah tidak macam dulu lagi huu~~~ teman sekerja sudah menghantar surat cinta..uwaaa~~ tinggal lah aku sob* sob* dah la i'm the only malay in the team..tak kisah sangat lah tu owh tapi lepas nih i'm the youngest yeay!! hahaha sengal!

opis yang dulu macam agak best dah rase macam sekolah menengah siap ade pengetua dan ade ketua pengawas yang suke nak bagitau what time we kene sampai sekolah, what time baru boleh lunch, how to take breakfast, what time baru boleh balik...plus tak boleh main2 semasa bekerja ok...siriyes rase macam sekolah...huuu~~~

i hate working rite now!!!
yang best aku boleh buat part time pemuat turun tegar ^_^ huhuhu habis sume siries aku muat turun Gossip Girl, Chuck, How I met Your Mother, Hawaii-O-Five, America Next Top Model dan the biggest loser wah sungguh full jadual aku.. ^_^

frustration ni termasuk lah temuduga yang gagal ri tu...siriyes rase mcm hampeh!!

tetibe rase nak apply jadi flight attendance...terbang sana sini macam seronok jer kan...huuu~~~
ok tahun depan mari kite apply for flight attandance ^_^

ku ingin terbang tinggi di awan...

voice massage: @_@ biol dah otak nih..huuu~~

a friend in need is a friend indeed~~

A friend in need is a friend indeed

what does it means?

this phrase can be interprate in many ways..

according to "http://www.phrases.org.uk/meanings/a-friend-in-need.html" there are four option can be consider;

1. A friend, (when you are) in need, is indeed a true friend. ('indeed')

2. A friend, (when you are) in need, is someone who is prepared to act to show it ('in deed') 

3. A friend, (who is) in need, is indeed a true friend. ('indeed')

4. A friend, (who is) in need, is someone who is prepared to act to show it ('in deed')

which one are u?

the one who is a true friend from the liver (heart) or the one who is always prepare to show that she/he is a true friend..(so sort like a poser friend i could say)

well life without friend gonna be damn boring and empty rite..ever since we were young we need to have a companion be it the same sex or the opposite sex we still need to have a friend...we always seek for a friend when we wanna share things that we can't share with the parents, yup we now treat parents as a friend..but still it's not the same coz we need sumone wif same wavelength unless if the gap between the parents was like 16 years..maybe it possible. well have u guy ever watch a drama series, Gilmore Girls which really show how a mother n daughter could get along quite well coz their gap just 16 years...tapi tak kan lah umo 16 dah nak ader anak? gagaga while your friend struggling to pass the high school, you are struggling to raise a kid? daaang!! cannot maa~~

why suddenly i'm rambling bout friends? hurmmm~~

26years of life i could said i've meet pretty lots of friends since i'm not a katak bawah tempurung type..i've met friends tat could turn your life from a goody-to-shoes type into a rebellious type..also have met the opposite type which could turn a rebellious you into a pious you. well after meeting those friends...it's really help me to find out who am i..what i'm wanna be..(still get confused sumtime =P) i kindda love to learn bout people..on the way how others interpreted things that happening in their life. for example, if they are from a broken family how one day she'll deal with her love life will she trust guys who wanted to know her, will she be easily trust a guy coz the one and only guy that she should rely on had left her beloved mother..will those bad memories effected her judgement? not only girls, among guys tis is also happening..found it interesting. (now i'm considering to take counseling for master hahahaha) 

yup dulu i've one joined those kaki lepak and ponteng sekolah (oopsi kantoi dulu ponteng sekolah) lepak dekat cc, shopping mall, wondering why they do such thing? x best ker pergi sekolah? bosan sangat ker belajar tu?  wow!! when writing bout this, can't believe i've done that hahaha.. eh even tho i'm kaki lepak and kaki ponteng i never neglect my study tau! tak caye asked my pn.emak eh tp pn.emak tak tau aku ponteng sekolah dulu hahahaha =P. yes for real i've told my self back then, it's ok to be nakal but always remember to study coz being notty and mischievous, doesn't mean u're stupid rite..tapi biler aku stop lepaking and kononnye want to concentrate on studying found it a bit difficult huu~~ maybe sebab less entertainment in life =( ...

korang pernah x dengar dengan siapa kita berkawan mencermin kan peribadi kite. betul ker? aku sangat-sangat x sokong saper yang mencipta kata-kata nih...masing-masing ada akai boleh fikirkan, kenape nak kene ikut orang lein. kalo kawan ko makan taik adakah ko pun nak makan taik?, haa tau pun x nak lagi nk ikut kawan buat bende x senonoh kenape? Tuhan kan dah bagi kite otak untuk berfikir dan menilai benda baik dan buruk. Kenapa masih ada orang tergoda kearah keburukan? yer ter masuk aku..tuhan dah kate rambut tu aurat, tutup aurat tapi aku degil..nak jugak tayang rambut karatz kan..pas tu nak pakai baju sempit2...nih la contoh biler fikir ikut nafsu kan..insyaAllah one day aku akan insaf...sedang berusaha ke arah itu.. -_-"


tapi kan ape peranan seorang kawan biler tengok kawan nye buat salah? biar kan? pulau kan? kutuk belakang? atau bagi nasihat? which one can be call true friends?
and as a friend how u react?bile kene tegor?
hurt? because they 'kondem' openly. 
accept it wif open heart? sebab sape lagi yang boleh tego selain kawan..kalo orang lein sure lagi aku hangin..
or ignore it? kawan patut terime kawan seadanya..


so wat would u do?
as for me i believe in live life simple and uncomplicated. kenape perlu ade drama? x perlu lah nak jadi primadona huhuhuhu give and take forgive and forget. as people cannot please you as what u like, same goes to u u'rself. tak boleh lah harap orang untuk ikut cakap kite rite..


well enuf rambling...to all my friend yang bace this blog..i really treasure u guys in my life. sorry if i've ever hurt u'r feeling. chill n relax will ya ^_^


adios..


voice massage: miss my brown~~