it's my turn.. -_-'

nak luah kan perasaan lah hari nih..wuuuu

tak der lah besar mane pun isu nyer..ala isu yang almost newly married akan hadapi.
"dah berisi ker belum"

hahaha..sebab tu tajuk it's my turn..yup now my turn pulak kene tanye soklan nih lepas soklan "bile nak kawen..". yer lah dah kawen more than a year pun..sure semua pun tunggu berita gembira..hey kalo ikut kan bukan korang jer nak tanye, aku pun tanyer diri sendiri "dah berisi ker belum..?" i'm not being sarcastic here..seriyes aku pun tanye diri sendiri jugak. dah jangan kate aku gile pulak cakap sorang-sorang kan o_0.

hurmmm..ape yang boleh aku cakap this thing is beyond my control. kalau lah sendiri boleh cantumkan sperm dan ovum kat dalam rahim tu..dah lame dah buat since the first nite. tapi masalahnyer tak boleh..so wat else can i do, selain berusaha, berdoa dan bertawakal..?

orang lain kawen bertahun-tahun belum ade rezeki pun chill jer. sebab mereka percaya kalau rezeki tu memang untuk mereka sooner or later mereka kan dapat jugak.

teringat satu kejadian berdarah..hehehe ;)
having my menses..and telling a person that i can't pray. i just can't believe my ears that the person said "eh tak lekat-lekat lagi..biler nyer nak melekat" tak pasti la orang tu bergurau ker hape ker..tapi seriously it's kindda piss me off. ingat gune gam ker nak lekat-lekat... hahaha

Banyak jugak kejadian-kejadian lain such as people asking us to stay by ourself instead of staying with in law. Coz they said i'm in stress, since stress = hard to concieve. Adoiyaii...so what is their explaination for those couple yg stay by themselves but still haven't concieve..? 

Now since im in those people shoes..i do understand..its not easy to accept ketentuan Allah yang kite masih belum ade rezeki. Tapi bile orang lain bertanya..some how i can conclude that, they are questioning on what Allah had planned for us. Bukankan perancangan Allah itu yang terbaik. So do pray for us that Allah will grant us the rezeki soonest...insyaAllah.

For time being..we both are enjoying our marriage to the fulless, like dating after works or during weekends and planed some weekend getaway. What is important to us now is to build the chemistry. To fully understand each other. Yup en.suami is a bizi man. His deal was weekend at home, so mostly he'll be traveling in and out of country on weekdays. So we do need our quality time on weekend for just us. ^_^

Note: tis entry was written sooo long ago. Baru nih rajin nak edit and publish...hehehe

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